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I'm a broken heart writer, I write more once my heart get broken. But there are always times when ones gets too broken to write, too broken thus lost the ability to express the pain. Haha... DRAMA.



"I'd like it if you stayed"




(Being strong is overrated, I want to be weak and happy.)

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  1. UnknownNovember 9, 2013 at 1:07 PM

    Love the song! Hundreds of hugs! Lets do coffe and hugs next week!?

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    1. Rika NovaNovember 13, 2013 at 2:22 PM

      let's do coffee! and i guess i'll be much better by the end of this week, but we still could do hugs, thousand of hugs! haha...

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