kalau aku rindu ayah


Kalau aku rindu ayah, lalu aku harus apa?
Mencari-cari amnesia,
mengais lupa?

Menebar mawar merah pada keranda,
membakar dupa,
menyalahkan semesta?

Merapal doa-doa,
kepada siapa?

Ah,
kalau aku rindu ayah, lantas bagaimana?

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